The Emotional Side of Me

I am not an astrology fan but its description of Gemini for having a dual nature as it symbolizes twins is somewhat true with me.

I am very emotional and cry baby sometimes. That is why I hate watching drama and “Wish Ko Lang” because they can make me cry easily just the same when I am looking back to negative experiences or I feel overwhelmed. Despite this, I am tough and I don’t let my emotions control me. I can even pretend to be happy even if I am upset. Ooops, don’t get me wrong. I am not “Tupperware”. It is just that I am trying to control my emotions especially when I am so pissed off because I don’t want to jump into situations and do or said something that I would bitterly regret in the end.

Whenever someone frustrates me I don’t let my emotions control my behavior and actions and whenever I have problems, I exclude my emotions and don’t let it control my thinking. This doesn’t mean I am controlling my emotions. I am recognizing them and act on them when deem appropriate.

I am not as thoughtful as others as I always forget friends’ birthdays but I am a good compassionate friend and can be your friend until the end. And when it comes to love, I am not afraid to show my emotions, I am very vocal and showy.

But of course, I am human and I am not perfect. Even how tough I am, there are times that I feel so down. During these times, I just cry alone and let those unwanted emotions pour. Do I love me emotionally? Yes, I love being a cry baby and I love me being tough.

This is my entry for Girls Talk. The “I love Me” theme for this month is over and I enjoyed it very much. This month’s theme help me assess and realized how I am as a person, physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally. I was able to see my weaknesses and realized that I need to improve the spiritual side of me especially my relationship with BRO. And for that I want to thank Kaye. Thank you, dear! I am looking forward on more exciting topics in…